thank goodness it's friday! i'm happy n loving it! love my dinner gang.. had great time chitting, suaning and digging secrets at blk85 market. haha and my lab result is not bad today yayy it is a good day!

just checked my nike run result. for the 10km, i ran 1:28'37''!! not bad for ppl like me haha and angie got 1:28'27''.. ok blogged for u already. buy me a dinner for this k.. thank you! =D

lab had been depressing. sigh. i'm sorry if i've 发too much 牢骚 to u all, cant control =( it's like whenever i put in my best n very careful at every single step, the end results are cui! i cant give up. just have to go on.. wells, really thankful to my mentor who is there to explain things to me. so sorry to disappoint u most of the time. for quite a few times, i tot lab is fun.. the process is fun i guess but the result- revealing part is terrible. need to have a good heart to face tat.. but anyway, thanks to all those who had listened to me =)

some of the things u'll face as u grow up: 1) think twice before making comments (ok, not when we're bitching lol) 2) make urself sound smart no matter how insecure n doubtful u feel 3) suppressing ur love, care n concern for people whom no longer is what they are 4) being called up by frens ard you who had became an insurance agent, trying to meet u up for lunches n u'll think of excuses to reject them.. and many more.. at least i've faced the forth one! some labmate of mine whom i had already forgotten called me up just now. it's really quite irritating =x

today. 310808. 10k nike human race. big achievement for us! *cheers* =D

started off ard 4 15pm. huge crowd. 11k ppl wearing the bright red race tee. very the people the mountain the people the sea. lol. only managed to start our real run at 4 50pm due to batch release of runners.. all thanks to angie who ran with me. kept me going =))) hx n kat ran tog but far far in front of us haha v. li hai! =) good job.

things are getting better! =) feel so blessed to have so many darlings ard me, nice students + their family and a very nice mentor! =) finally sort of cleared some doubts in my mind.. i hope it would be more smooth sailing from now on.

ok i know it's irritating to keep repeating this. but i must say.. i really love my 'pets', they are so guai today! and my mentor just sent me 2 photogenic pic of them.. so shuai (cos they're males).

met up with xkk n grace for lunch today. really had a great laugh man! haha then went to teach kieran n chloe at nite. havent been seeing them since 2 weeks ago. had great time playing n talking and they gave me a surprise!! cutie chloe told notti kieran in the beginning of the class tat cannot tell me the secret. so i asked her, what secret is tat, can share it with me? but she refused. after tat, as usual, kids cant keep secret lol, she went to her room and brought out a prezie -- big water bottle and a card for me! wished me happy teacher's day!!! super touched! *hugs* so sweet of her family. after tat, kieran aso brought out a card and a soft toy flower for me!! =) i'm so happy.. they're just too nice to me. love them to the max.

yeah, gg to watch 'wall-e' with kat, angie n shaun tmr! wall-eeeee =D

wanna say a big thank you to all those who had made it a point to cheer me up and ask if i'm fine! =) like mushroom, my terribly lovely beloved bitchesss, decki, shaun, iris (thks! really appreciate ur effort n kind heart to get me sth), lab ppl n many ppl ard to listen to my grumbles. had been feeling rather upset over sch matters. it's hard to get everything perfect.. i'm not asking much. i just wan less disappointments..

it had been a really stressful n tiring month.. had not been catching much slp everynite. no time to revise n think of any topic to work on for one of my module too. all i wan is more sleep! nightmares regarding sch and fyp very often.. my fren aso agreed she experiences the same too. sighhh.. whenever we close our eyes to slp, wat we do during fyp just enters our dream. for her is pipetting n other lab stuffs, for me is seeing myself feeding my mickeys =(

3 more days with my pets =( [more pic as requested by iris =p]

they love digging holes!


he climb on my hand himself to be patted by me!

big regret. bad choice.. worrying =(

gotta survive thru this alone.. all the best to me.

i need some inspirations