虽然我的宝贝去世了,今天还是很开心因为我做完我的事情之后和妈妈逛街去了!好久好久都没有和她单独去买东西.. 今天我是购物狂!买了两双terrace鞋子,一个sembonia包包,一个手镯,一个电话袋和一件泳衣.全部免费因为都是妈妈付钱的. =p

在去吃饭的途中和妈妈聊到了将来,这个将来也不是很久的将来..而是我毕业之后的生活,去或留,我真的不知道..太多东西要考虑了..

如果我说我要走了,你会开口要我留下吗?如果你说你不想我走,我也许会留下..我知道我很笨,可是离开了那么久我还是放不下..在家人和朋友两者之中选一是一个很艰难的抉择..我不想离开我的朋友,也不能离开我的家人,更不想和你的距离越来越远..可是决定始终都得定下来..我想我第一个会失去的不是我的家人也不是我的朋友而是你..这是一个我想逃避却不得不面对的..

妈妈说人长大了,出去做工了,就算是以前就认识的朋友不会再向从前那样那么亲近..因为大家始终会有自己的家,自己的生活..在那边我也可以认识新朋友,将来我有空还是可以回来找回我的好朋友们的,而且资讯那么发达我还是可以在网上和朋友们联络的..她说得也没有错,而回去也是我的心愿..只是我有太多的舍不得和放不下.. ):

was quite slackey today. although i went sch for the whole day, that doesnt mean i did a lot of constructive stuffs haha cos i watched 康熙来了and女人我最大while waiting for my nx feeding time and onli did part of the work which i had previously planned to do :p

havent been revising any of my notes due to overwhelming amount of assignments and the presentation scheduled this coming thurs. my group is still revising our ppt slides after meeting the prof on friday. need a big big ''renovation'' sianz..

my last week to see my babies! :( they're leaving to the cheese paradise on friday.. sigh. they're damn cute n love to sa jiao! baby no.1 loves to climb on my palm n get sayang-ed by me.. love to rub his nose n head against my palm aso! he simply refuse to leave my palm when i try to get him away. sooo cute! then no.2 is getting rebellious n refuse to eat med.. no.3 is still humji n always try to use his little claws to take the tube from his mouth.. so sad i cant take pic of my babies cos my baby's room is infected by pinworms. need to wear extra protective equipment to enter n have to disinfect all the stuffs when i'm out, so i dun dare to take my hp out to take their lovely pics :(

sorry dw, missed ur comment previously. i just replied! =p