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today is finally the last day of work! both yay n sigh..
i tot i will be very happy to escape from tt place.. can u imagine, i had NOTHING to do since 8 30am! it's really NONE! not even a form to key in. walau.. so in the end, watched several epi of kang xi, surf net n talk to kat on gmail LOL!!! we're damn slacky! but thinking tt my colleagues are all very nice to me, i cant bear to leave them!! some of them gave me chocolates n chiffon cake while some others came to my workstn to talk to me.. me n my fren bought merci n rocher to give to all those colleagues who helped us along the way.. this guy opp me was quite sad when i give him a rocher to thk for his help n accompany.. aww ):

我是否应该为这件事庆祝呢? 没有也烦 有也烦...

我真的不知道什么才是最好的决定 无论是什么决定都有它的利与弊。
我明白你的一片苦心和执著 可是很多东西都不能两全其美的。
命运就是这么喜欢作弄人 偏偏在你得到的时候又出另一个难题给你。

如果当初我们留在原地 也许一切也都不必烦恼了...

chanced upon fb profile of one of my schoolmates.. and she's married! so fast! it was so coincidental tt i saw kk in the album too.. apparently he's in the same church as her! haha.. recently a lot of ppl had been asking if i'm attached.. somehow it's very pressurising to tell them tt i'm not! cos they'll keep asking why n issit becos i'm too picky.. maybe i am, just a little haha.. haiz but fate is just not there. i cant help it too.

the bank loan slip had reached! tt means i gotta draw up a saving plan for myself! need to stop all impulsive buyings altho i got a damn long mental shopping list for myself after i get my job! well well, but before tt, i guess i need a job n my pay! boo..

today went out to celebrate mum's bday and aso to buy a gift for my bro for his accomplishment!! my bro acty scored 131/150, which is a distinction for his grade 8 piano practical exam!! omg. i cant do it, but he did! whoa.. it's like super rare n difficult to get for grade 8 lo!!! so, the two irritating ppl said tt today's expenses will be on me! grr.. haha but ok la, i'm happy to spend tt money. (:

first, we went novena sq's 'zhou's kitchen' for dim sum buffet lunch.. took lots of retarded pics there! lol.. next, we proceeded to ion orchard n taka to shop.. bought a new nike shoes for my bro at taka. he even wanted a new mp3.. mmm see how ba, maybe get it after i get my first pay haha! finally, we went to our fave dining restaurant - crystal jade's hk cafe for dinner. damn tired after whole day of walking!! heez

finally my 'sametime' is up! woots. can finally chat w my fren in office. oops! well.. i hate acting busy. act for half an hr, ok.. but act for like 2 hrs... pls, i rather not working cos it's super xin ku to secretly surf net while hiding the website from my other colleagues or supervisor, cos apparently there's some backstabber who complained to my supervisor tt my fren had nth to do! in the end, my fren n i concluded tt govt sector paper work is really not our cup of tea~ but overall, the ppl there are nice (:

today is the 2nd time that i see the so-called 'massage ladies' at the special-service massage parlor grabbing customers at night! it's damn disgusting!! a few nites ago, i tink one of the guys saw me walking past them and he pretend shy n keep saying: "aiya i dun wan lar, dun ask me!", his fren replied:"aiya, nvm one lar.. come on".. i act as if i neva hear n walk v.fast, when i turn my head back, the 'shy' guy is gone! see, pretend only!!!

hoping for miracles to happen.. *pray* pls pls..

okok time to update my long forgotten blog lol.

went to take grad pics with my GT5001 frens at raffles place area.. see the pics on my fb! heez lots of tourists n ppl took snapshots of us! weird~ haha it's damn hot to walk ard with the gown.. esplanade was like heaven cos there's aircon! =p

nothing much happening recently.. just a boring work life. everyday sleep quite early.. ok, the collegues there are quite nice. one of the guys there look somewhat like another fren of mine, esp when he smile! so i feel like seeing my fren whenever i see my collegue.. 2 more weeks to the end of my contract. what's next?

been so long since i blogged.

super bored and tired at work. almost fall asleep while doing the monotonous work. haiz. office work is really not my cup of tea.

almost snapped my hair short while in hk.. my hair got entangled in my comb! grr.. terrible! luckily my dad came back in time.. helped me to cut all the 'teeth' on the round comb and remove the entangled hair! if not i would hav to come back to sg with a bob head lol. staying alone with my dad is a new experience! haha first time is so many yrs of my life. well, he's naggy but i know he meant well. he cant wake up in the morning too! it's always me who hear his super loud alarm clock n gotta shout to wake him up. lol.

my students' exam dates are out. one on 14 aug, one on 21 aug... so means after tt, i will be free to go.. haiz 心里还是那么乱......

yay! finally it's my commencement! *woots* it's been a great day! (: so happy that all my dearest buddies and family came down to take pics tog.. super touched!! i'm sooo super sorry tat i din spend a lot of time with all of u.. always vanish suddenly to go elsewhere to take pic =p anw, took quite a lot of pics.. met up with some coursemates/ hi-bye frens that i've neva seen them for quite sometime. it's nice to see them agn before we embark on our own journey..

after the ceremony, my family went for our late steamboat dinner/supper at crystal jade restaurant at holland V. ate till 12am hahaha! super late.. took a taxi back home. so tired but so happy :D

my 3 wks-temp job starts nx wed.. finally got sth for me to kill time!
kat, i will fight for full/half day leave on ur convocation! (: i will be there!
gg back hk tmr. back on nx tue! (:

P.S.: special thanks to kat, hx and angie for helping me to take lovely pics! (: and also a big sincere thanks to my 13yaos for coming down just to take pics with me. (: and also my aztec freshies heez.

had a nightmare last nite.. i was fishing at my kitchen's window! haha a bit ridiculous.. then i got a catch very very quickly! to my surprise, it was a BIG DOG! omg! after taking a look at the cute golden colour dog, i din keep my 'catch' cos my house was too small! so i tried to hook it and release it down from my window with my fishing string. who knows, the string snapped!!! omg, the dog crashed onto the cement floor n died in a pool of blood.. *sobs* so sad.. i din expect it to happen.. such a stupid dream. lol. but i am still soo guilty until now.

a happy thurday well-spent with my 2 darlings! (:

caught the movie 'transformer' with angie in the morning, then kat came.. and our happy day offically started. the day started w kat getting her contacts.. took lots of funny pics with the frenly dog in the specs shop while waiting for kat. HAHA!! after tt, we covered the whole of orchard in the afternoon for some shopping.. initially wanted to go to 'P' for dinner but it was a bit too ex for us hoho... maybe we can consider gg there after we've met our rich bf lar.. in the end, we settled at soup spoon for simple dinner and proceeded on to PS to walk walk.. had our desserts at cafe cartel.. haha took lots of stupid looking and weird pics there!! i tink the ppl ard us must be thinking we are mad.. but who cares! i was laughing till my mouth is so tired ! wahahaha.. before we knew it, it's alr 10plus! i'm out for 12 hrs with them haha.. happy time passes really quickly!! cant wait for our nx gathering heez

anyway, thanks everyone for ur support always! (: *touched*

i dunno if i did the right thing.. dunno if i've said the wrong things and hurt his feeling.. dunno wat shd i do.. haiz i feel guilty of thinking abt all possible underlying reasons of him meeting me. of cos, i rejected him once agn after so many times.. with a very irritating reply 'sorry, i am busy recently', when i'm just boringly slacking at home.. sigh! i rmb tt this is the exact same reply tt i hate the most outta him in the past.. so why am i repeating this super irritating line to him now?? i really dun wan our relationship to become commercialised.. feeling bad to have these 'evil' tots.. i guess it'll stay as 心里的一条刺for as long as i hear his name.. maybe like he said: 'things realli change do they. we are no longer like before rite'. but i guess both of us agreed tt we dunno how to face 'certain things' and tt's why we became like this now. sigh..

when u tell me how u treasure the things we did 2 yrs back and how we lost tt connection, i really felt like crying but somehow the tears din drop down, maybe the feeling was long gone.. in the end, we ended the conversation with a long horrible argument. grr.. i guess we wont talk anymore since i have 'DISAPPOINTED' you! i neva knew we can turn tt sour.. u still cant change ur stubborn thinking.. u've DISAPPOINTED me too. well done, u've made it to the first person in my life tt i have decided to 绝交with. and u've also received the most nan ting words from me. farewell! now i know the total opp of liking. wateva!

today supposed to meet my GT5001 frens.. but got postponed due to some matters.. so went out w my mum instead.

bought 2 more pearl/collagen mask powder from the face shop! it's super good.. was recommended by betty (: then bought 2 more fbt shorts from east point mall lol.. so random.. for dinner, we went to 'eighteen chefs' at level 1. i tink this restaurant is opened by an ex-convict and he hires ex-convicts too. the idea is really good. giving public a chance to accept those ppl who're willing to change and give them a chance to be good agn. all of us need a chance to prove to ppl what we're worth, why not give them a chance and give ourself a chance? (: but i really must say, the food is above my expectation! quite delicious and they are quite cheap! for a student baked rice/pasta set with ingredients and sauce of ur choice and comes with homemade lemon tea and ice cream, it's only $5.50 nett!! it's part of the sch holi promo la.. but for normal days, students/nurses can get the same set for $6.40. it's not bad right heez (:

i'm so sleepy now. swam 13 laps in an hr.. my target was 15 laps! was quite tired at the beginning.. maybe becos i nv do any exercise for almost 2 mths le ba.. haha super lazy me! the water was quite warm aso! i dun like warm pool water..boo! i was still expecting it to be cooling so tt i can stay away from the hot sun and nua there longer ): saw a few guys with nice bodies in the pool! wahahahaha i'm not a pervert ok. just tt they are nx to me, so i cant help but to see them.. as usual, i got darker after the swim! i hope the pigment will fade off soon.. shd i swim agn on fri? hmm..

just went for jc class gathering! it's been so long since i see them.. or maybe it's me who din manage to go for the previous ones haha.. but i mus say, the attendence is really good! 2/3 of the class haha..u're good man, sin siu! (: the funniest thing is, we all tot each other will bring camera! in the end, nobody brought! *tsktsk* anyway, hope to see them agn soon!

i had been VERY BUSY haha.. busy reading up how to dl wii games *i'm such a pirate* and busy trying to burn them on my dvd n run on my wii machine... but they all failed! BOO!!! ): i need helppppppppppp

flying back hk 2days after my commencement agn! haiz.. but only staying on for 3 days.. i really hope my trip back will not go to waste la.

oh i need to start training my fitness!! maybe start jogging from tmr onwards.. hoho i need to discipline myself more in doing exercises

back from my holidays.. how i wish holiday can last forever!
spent a lot of time with my family these few weeks haha.
bought wii (*^.^ WHEEEE*) and watched CATS. met up with mx n hx at hk too!~ heez

i'm still jobless and aimless.. sigh.. will see how things go lah..
why do i always feel lost when i get ur sms.. does 'catch up' means selling ur financial plans to me? why does meeting up w u require so much thinking?

i hate lizards!! i was watching tv before dinner time when i hear my mum's 'scream' from kitchen.. i tot she cut herself so i ran in to check wat's happening.. in the end, i saw this stupid lizard in my pot of cooked rice!! wah lao.. sickening! it's SO disgusting. and it's so daring that it wont much an inch even if me n mum stared at it for quite sometime. just as i stepped out of the kitchen, my mum screamed agn.. haha! she said the lizard jumped out of the rice cooker.. she's so afraid tat it'll 'disturb' our soup, luckily it moved the opp direction!
it's not the first time lizard eat our food. for 2 times, i saw lizard climbing out of my bread's bag! so the whole bag of bread gone to waste! grrr. i tink the lizards in my hse are mutated. they love our garbage and food.. not flies!

2 more days and i will be in hk! woohoo...
i'm excited and a bit anxious.. hope everything will go well on nx tue!

enjoyed my day with the girls at vivo marche, daiso, pacific coffee.. then later on to bugis for more shopping and dinner!! (: i really love chitchatting with them! heez.. how i wish we could just nua there forever haha

oh i made my little lion toy today! i bought the material at the miniature museum in taipei and it's super cute! (:
the future is full of uncertainty.. haiz but nvm, just hope for the best (:

i'm back from tw!! haha i dun wan to come back to spore. it's so fun there!!!! weather super nice.. unlike spore. grrr!! tw like got natural aircon everywhere! 22 degrees at nite n ard 28 degrees in the afternoon.

the 8-days tour is really worth going. haha almost everynite we get to sleep in 5 star hotel and our room is damn spacious!! (except for the farmstay where we get to sleep with moths n praying mantis lol.) we eat special n yummy dishes all the time.. i just feel so lucky to be in the tour as the tour guide is damn nice n filled us with lots of taiwan's background history to let us unds tw more. apart from 5 of us.. still got 3 more tour mates. the auntie-uncle couple is v.frenly and got one mr. muscle hohoho!! we did lots of stupid stuffs over there.. like dancing with the tribes it's really v.memorable! lol.

after the tour.. we stayed on in taipei for 4 more days... it's when we SHOP EAT SHOP EAT! hahaha things are cheap. both food n clothes.. 臭豆腐is everywhere! i love it. hahaha!! me, grace, kp n hw shopped like mad. super funny. we still needa rush the last train back home after shopping on our last nite in taipei!! in the end, we came back with extra 10kg of stuffs.. haha oh apart from shopping, sth i needa point out is tt, the toilets are very clean!!! love it! (:

i keep telling my mum n bro how nice tw is.. i tink i can be the nx tw ambassador already! =D i wan to go there agn!! (: acty i din buy a lot la.. i got 忍手for most of the time cos i still needa keep some money for my hk spree (: in the end, i tink i only spent SGD650 for transport, food, shopping, tourguide's tips and lodging. apart from the land tour fee n airtix. yay!! ok the following pics are my loot!

woohoo!! yay! in less than 35 hrs, i'll be sitting on the plane on my way to taiwan via hongkong.. haha!! still havent pack my bag. packing tmr ba.. shd have enough time..

for those reading this post, see u all 2 weeks later heez!! may everyone have a fun holiday too (: kat, u have a smooth flight and wonderful time there ya. mx, hx and shu have a crazy shopping spree in hk. angie n sou, have great days in sg and we'll b back soon! (: wait for us haha.. iris, stay strong n cheerful (: things are getting better and see u real soon yay! (:

yay.. my strawberry mousse cake was quite a success. (: (: the mousse part is just nice. not too hard and not watery! the heights of the mousse and cake layer are quite equal.. it's just that mummy said the yogurt taste is stronger than the cream cheese.. haha i shall modify it to a better taste nx time! heez.




























真的‘早上不要讲人 晚上不要讲鬼’these few days had been talking abt him. THEN i saw him yest at bedok. suay! luckily i was with my other frens. pheww!!

shopped a while at Tampines One this afternoon and bought the ingredients to make my strawberry mousse cake (: first time baking! haha

buying stuffs was fun. baking was fun too but faced some difficulties... cos i 'act smart'.. trying to substitute the cream cheese with softer cheese and low fat yogurt and extra light whipping cream.. (cos my mum cant take too much sugar, so i tried the healthier way) but little did i expect that those ingredients i bought made the mousse very watery cos of the little fat inside. i tried to salvage the situation by adding more gelatine than supposed to contain. it did work a little.. so i really hope that the cake will look nice n delicious tmr after some chilling in the fridge! heez (: ok la. first timer, dun expect too much.

why do ppl only realise how nice things were when it had passed? what's the pt of telling me u miss the past and wish tt we can go back to wat we were? i'm afraid it's too late and sorry.. things had changed. hopefully i wont place hope and trust on the wrong person again.

finally!!! my almost 18 yrs of education is over. hahahah. well, enjoy first... think abt jobs or studies later. hoho. it's kinda mixed feeling. no more student meal or promo. boo! lol.

received a sms from somebody right before my exam just now. was a bit shocked, dunno if i shd reply. sometimes i dunno if tt person is real or fake. my confidence towards tt person has shaken by many comments ard.. it's very disturbing to me cos i dunno if i shd trust tt person anymore. well i did reply in the end... ard 5 hrs later after my exam. hoho. i'm no longer feeling guilty for the late reply maybe cos it's no longer impt. just to make sure i dun fall into anymore traps.. i replied very "generically". i cant fall again. haha. i'm ok la. just shocked by the sudden 'caring' sms.

yay having a damn packed fun-filled week ahead. woohoo

tmr - dye hair and piano

wed - out with my darlings

thurs - maybe busy slacking at home and some baking

fri - piano and grad trip discussion!!!!!!!

sat - 13yaos dinner (:

sun - piano and mother's day

haha 2 more to go! yay..

paid the balance for tw tour yest. it's confirmed! haha there're only 8 ppl in e tour including 5 of us. hoho. cld hav more later but i tink it'll more or less stay as 8 ppl! tt's good too. no need to wait for so many ppl.

oh bought 3 clothes along the way haha i am too deprived liao. so cant control spending. i wan to dye and highlight my hair after exams, before gg tw. hoho.. so many things i wanna do after exams. it's too exciting. i cant wait for exams to end!!

things i havent been doing for ard 1-2 mths: shopping, k-box (i tink more than 1/2 yr), running, swimming, badminton, cycling, coffee chatting, diy-ing, baking.. i wan to do them all after exams lol.

had a bad nightmare.. woke up with bad hand and backache.. i tink i was in a too-tensed sleeping position when it was occuring.

the nightmare seemed to have occurred once some time ago. a familiar scene. super eerie, suspicious and horror feeling.. i saw my sec sch mates and some uni mates in my dream.. it's sth like one of us died and still came to our gathering (i wun say who died since it's not very auspicious). we're all unaware of the death until sth happened.. we suspect each other to be the ghost and had this v.uneasy feeling. den upon discovering the note that revealed the 'truth - the person who's a ghost' with one of my fren, we were so scared tt i asked her to accompany me to the toilet. the door just cant close properly! keep opening n closing. omg. while she's waiting outside, some kids ran past and suddenly someone found a kid died in a room n claims tt it's my fren who killed him! it's very very scary!! i dunno what to do, so i ran back to the room and saw my fren being surrounded by many ppl. i was quite lost cos i dunno if my fren, who is always ard me, is really a murderer.

at this moment, i was awaken by the beeping sms alert of my hp. i was very very glad tt i'm out of that horror nightmare finally!

i shdnt have overslept! if i had woken up at 9am. this dream wun happened.. cos i pressed my alarm and cont to sleep till 10 30am and it's when this nightmare or rather daymare occurs. stupid lazy me. lol.

oh. my commencement date is out! 08 july 2009.. 8pm! so late. no light to take pic leh. haha.. cant believe it. 2 more wks and i'll be free! yay!!! look forward to going out w u all and havoc again! (: (:

my prof emailed me to say he wan to see me nx week! shit! what could have happened???? is it the thesis tt i've submitted yest. omg. i dunno!!! *scared* pls dun scold me and scare me with ur guan gong stern look. lol. really really hope he dun tell me that my thesis had some serious big mistake! =x

tmr is thesis submission! haiz made some mistakes. so i gonna reprint them tmr before submitting. waste money!

today was so embarrassing! i fell right on my knee at a slope. damn pain!!! the tiles were really slippery altho it wasnt raining. i was talking to my fren then suddenly my legs split wider n wider. finally lost control n fell. ouch! my fren was too shocked to react. as i fall, i was tinking: shit! i wearing a shirt! sure 'expose light'! really thank god tt my skirt din fly up! but behind me were 2 ppl from neighbouring lab. so paiseh. omg.

recently wasnt feeling well again. a bit unhappy but dunno why. nose was so blocked to a pt tt i cant breathe when sleeping and woke up a few times at night. mystomach starts to pain when my doses of pills were finished. my leg problem seemed to come back again and i still fall down today! aiyo i'm so prone to falling down ):

well.. i hope everything goes well tmr and we can celebrate again! lol.

i've been pretty contented and happy these few days after the dreadful poster day..
went to teach piano this morning and the kids are quite well-behaved today (amazingly!) when it's time for the boy to play piano, he asked why does his sis always talk to me during class and what do we talk abt. acty most of the time his sis is creating fantasy dreams e.g. her maid's room has a staircase tt leads to a bungalow and the toy dogs are her younger sis.. and tt her 'sis' keep beating her at nite n refuse to sleep. haha super funny..
their mum was v.nice to me and decided to pay me extra $20 every mth for being so patient and nice to the kids (: i rejected the offer at first but she insisted on it.. so i accepted in the end! so sweet of her!

aunt monica was so funny. my msn kena virus and sent some weird slimming pills msg to her.. and she tot i took slimming pills!! omg and she called my mum to why i send her slimming pills link and am i taking those pills. when my mum ask me abt it, i cant stop giving her the stunned look.. i'm like.. eh it's virus! lol!!!
my mum is 'chasing' 命中注定我爱你 now.. and some korean shows. SO BUSY! really cant imagine tt she on the tv at 10am early in the morning and start her marathon... haha so i always say "wow, ur drama marathon start alr huh.."

havent been gg online at night. nothing much to do, dun wan waste time lol. so i just watch tv n go to bed early..

today is poster presentation day! finally..

cant sleep soundly last nite. keep waking up in the middle of the nite cos i'm afraid of oversleeping as it's been so long since i wake up at 6am!

well, the presentations were not v.good.. one prof Q&A is still manageable but the other prof keep shooting me n criticise my graphs grr. i was just being honest w my results n he just keep on picking small matters. omg. and i still tot he was quite a nice prof... xiao li chang dao!
suan le lar, it's over. just mentally tired from the intensive oral defense.

went for lunch w og frens at holland v, den went back to sch to support our 2 other frens who're in the afternoon session. my legs were aching from standing since 6am in the morning. and my shoes were a bit squeezy since it's only my 2nd time wearing it.

so, after the long day, we went for dinner to celebrate! *woohoo* played a few games at the basketball machine n made our way back cos we're all v.tired. haha actually it's not the end yet, still have thesis submission nx fri.. so ya now we'll focus on our thesis and then exam!!!

my fren had calculated, we'll be in tw in 5 weeks n 2 days time hahahaha looking forward to it! (:

my doc asked me to eat 5 meals a day! cannot starve myself if not my gastric problem will get worse. haha so Onz, i will eat a lot a lot when i'm in tw n hk!

i wan to go shopping!! it's been so long since i step into a shopping mall n wander my time away window shopping, sit down for high tea and paying $ to cashiers (so fan jian) =p i tink my furthest money-spending place recently is probably bedok's watsons. haha

looking forward to thurs. finally can go out for dinner n celebrate! yay. nx fri can celebrate agn! (:

my tummy is protesting again.. my poster presentation is this thurs. i can't let my tummy in this situation on tt day! 真的是非去看医生不可. so ya, gg tmr morning..

exactly 1 mth from today.. i will be FREE! woohoo YESH! haha and taiwan, here i come!!!

i tink i'm too stressed. mus do sth to destress. changed the colour n pic of the blog. lol

somehow feeling down recently.. sigh.. maybe the stress. maybe the irritated bowel. i dunno.

the paper just cant get started.
printed my poster today, collecting tmr.

i need rest.

big headache. how shd i start my paper... argh. i need inspiration.

my stomach n bowel are giving me problems agn.. maybe too stressed alr.. i can feel a lot of gas inside ): bloated bowel plus fatty tummy plus flabby limbs. triple sadness. lol.

gg to print my poster soon.. hopefully on thurs. i wan to grad quickly. but first, i needa fight this irritating paper monster.

was packing my shoes jus now and i realised tt i do have quite a lot of shoes. some of them are only worn once and some are not worn before! lol. i love buying shoes but somehow i keep wearing the same pair of shoes all the time! then some shoes are nice to see but 'hurtful' to wear haha love-hate relationship!

here's my circle of shoes... i still have ard 4 pairs of sandals/slippers, 1 holey shoe and track shoes not in the pic wahaha.. nx time i wan to have a walk-in wardrobe as well as a walk-in shoe rack! (:













just checked the CUHK webbie for masters prog application result.. out of a sudden, there're so many ppl being accepted into the programs... cos i rmb last wk, only 2 ppl are accepted. now got many!! but my application no. is still in 'IP - in progress' status. does tt mean my chance is very slim now? getting nervous. sigh. i need some light. where shd i go in the near future?

i'm glad that in my life, i have so many frens ard me to share my joy n sorrow.. they may be busy with tons of sch work or stressed by worklife, but we still spend time to talk to each other abt our daily happenings! (: there's nothing more i can ask for..

i always believe that if u wan a true hearted fren, u need to spend time on them.. just like a little plant, u need to patiently and caringly water them everyday, give them fertilizer and sunlight.. then they'll grow tall n strong n beautiful! reversely, if u just put the little plant there.. everyday just thinking that it will grow itself, it may grow a little, but die very fast.. and if u blame on the plant for not growing, maybe u shd do some thinking urself before blaming on that poor little plant, who had tried to stay alive.

my dears, jiayou in wateva u're doing n cheers to our frenship!! (:

my mum is gg back to hk tmr early morning for some family matters. this time dunno how long will she be back.. haiz~ and of cos i hope popo will get better soon.

sometimes i tot i am independent enuff to take care of myself, but once mum is not ard, i start to doubt tt liao. cos i still need to do housework n cook for my bro n stuffs.. so many things to handle.

cant believe time passed so quickly. this coming thurs will be the last lect for one of my modules!! omg. need to start studying lu

there're more n more spoilt brats nowsadays.

my piano kid is one good example. he'll throw tantrum whenever his mum doesnt give him what he wants. today he went crazy. smashed everything onto the floor, threw cushions at his mum, twisted his specs and tried to knock his head onto the wall when his mum din answer to his wants or rather when he got too worked up. he hit his mum n his mum hit back. it's very scary!! i dunno wat to say. i can only ask the boy to sit down nx to me n stop him from being too reactive. luckily at least he listens to me. after all the fighting n stuffs, i made him sit nx to me n we chatted for almost half an hr :s

i think the main issue in the argument revolved ard the change of pri school suddenly. he hasnt adapt to the new envt, ppl call his nicknames, make fun of him and has no frens. i can unds tt totally cos i was in the exact same situation before when i come to spore. i was even worse since i dun even know how to speak english n communicate w ppl n has to do tasks tts supposed to be done by daddy since he's not ard.

well..nowadays kids really cannot take stress n are too materialistic. all the psp, laptop, hp.. when they dun get wat they wan, they flip the table upside down. sigh. i wont let my kids do tt man. no new toys, i will give them my toys to play wahahaha.

when ladies go shopping, i bet no man are willing to stay near. cos it's SCARY!
wahaha went OG's MEMBERS ONLY sales preview at OG orchard. there's 30% off most items except cosmetics, we only got cash rebates but it's good enuff (:

i was a bit reluctant to wake up at 9am.. so early in the morning to go shopping. but my mum kept on waking me up to go out tog! bo bian.. so we reached there at 11am. there's alr super long queue. can u imagine, from the entrance, loop back to the cuppage and then somemore snake queues! wah biang. like everything FOC. inside OG is even more scary lol.

lots of ppl bought luggage cos it's pretty cheap.. in the end we shopped without lunch or food or drinks till 5pm! hoho.. 11am-5pm in OG. WOW. the queue for paying is super slow n long too. y am i queuing up for like 1hr to give money to ppl?? so tired n hungry wahaha.

so we bought 3 pairs of shoes, 7 bras for mum, 4 bras for me, 1 pair of pants for mum, 1 dorothy perkins jeans n top for myself, 3 shiseido items = THANK YOU! $430 pls. wahaha. i paid for everything w my pathetic nets card. dunno if mum paying me back not. 疯狂大购物 疯狂大出血! lol.

there're almost 4 ppl asking me if i got bf already in this one week! weird.. are they worrying tt i'll be a mouldy bread left on the shelf? haha 3 of them are my students. notti little kids nowadays!

yest, during piano class, someone called me but i missed the call. then kieran asked if i got bf.. maybe it's my bf! so i said i dun have!! lol. after tt he said maybe it's some secret admirer of mine trying to call me. funny kids. so for the next 10mins, he's examining my hp for details of tt call and waiting for my imaginary admirer to call back! tt person most prob called wrong no. la.. we continued on chatting abt whether i'm old enuff to get married and how his 22 yrs old maid is engaged and all those stuffs.

this morning, my auntie called regarding some matters den before she ends the call, she asked if i got bf already. dun have la dun have la! i said i'm waiting for u to intro me some good ones hahaha.

if there's a guy so schweet n cute like MARS. i will chiong n grab already haha!

sobs. mum got a lot of things unhappy abt me. can any one just tell me how much i need to do to make her satisified?

she dun like my attitude. ok, what attitude shd i be when she keep asking me if i had smsed my bro's tutor (asked abt 4 times)... and i had alr sms the tutor when she asked me to do so the 1st time. the tutor jus nv reply me! stupid person. of cos i sms the right thing over. my mum still doubt if i addressed myself correctly as my bro's sis. i told mum i had sms her the right thing umpteen times n it's common sense to address myself correctly to the tutor wat! of cos i got irritated by it n just said she v.fan. i am fan over my sch aso leh.. it's not my fault tt she din reply!!!

she said i dun have manners at home.. wat manners towards my bro shd i have when my bro just scold me n bo chap me when i tried to advise him on sth and he merely ignore me totally. wat manners towards her shd i have when she always criticise me abt my forgetfulness and everything i do. she just dun unds how stress i am inside. i just din tell her cos i dun wan her to be bothered by it. wat manners towards my dad shd i have when he always peep at my comp and walk ard my room when i'm doing my work n studying. it's VERY irritating. i unds he's not as well educated as we are, but he need to learn wat's right to do.

there're so many other things she's unhappy abt me. actually i really dun mean what i say most of the time and i am not aware tt i said the wrong thing cos i always take things easy n thought that they'll unds me so much tt they'll bear w my temper when i get irritated. but i was wrong. she took it as no manners, not polite and bad attitude.

i admit i'm stubborn and i dun like to admit i'm in the wrong esp towards my family. but i do love my family. jus dunno how to express my love. i wish someday they'll unds.

yay! bought my 320 GB HDD! in the end, i bought the pretty one and hx is trying to 豁出去 and got the 1TB one! hahaha. went to jiaxiang mian for dinner after tt. (: cityhall was super crowded! omg. we cant even move at the suntec entrance area.

my fren's phd student got a panasonic lumix semi-dslr. looks so pro and it's v.light! feel like getting one but it's still a bit bulky as compared to the normal sleek ones we have. he said mustafa centre sells $100 cheaper than the IT show! i tink he got it for ard $695 at mustafa? the pics he took are quite nice n can create those blur effect. wow. where's my kai zi? (:

sigh. i'm so BUSY.
have to edit my thesis by nx week. got quite a lot of corrections to make after letting my prof look through it. then he wan me to write a journal paper aso..
i better go study for my mon's CA first.

i wan to bake!! (: maybe after nx wk's CA ba.

going IT fair tmr.. hopefully can get a cheap n good ext hard disk (:
only 53 days to the end of my uni life! heehee..

today's weather is super cold. feel like sleeping wherever i go. haha. but phew~ finished my presentation! yay!! one thing down. 2 more proj, 1 presentation, 1 CA and final examsss.

went chilli padi n cheesecake cafe last nite.. celebrated hx and marcus's bday! (: happy bday! haha. acty i was getting a bit gong at the cafe alr. too tired cos the previous nite reached home at ard 12 45am due to presentation discussion! but nevertheless, it's still a happy nite out w my beloved 13yaos. except the part abt my tight dress =s haha so paiseh la

oh man. i'm addicted to tv! haha
i totally lovee 'TOGETHER'! i love prince kasaba!! esp when he shakes his head sideways. SO CUTE! i wan to buy or diy. i hope tw got their products then i can buy a lot and let them all shake tog on my desk hahaha the song 'momo' is also super nice and sweet. nv get tired of listening the same tune over n over agn.

yest was watching the 'woman on top'. this guy said sth v.funny.. 男人平均年龄79岁女人平均年龄82岁.. 男人被女人烦死,女人3年后没人烦,自己无聊死!! (: then the show ended with this 'poem', which my mentor had also told me a few months ago.. it is quite meaningful! (i cant rmb all the words tho) it goes sth like:
女人喜欢把东西放大倍增
你跟她去买菜 她会为你准备一桌的菜肴
你给她一个微笑 她会给你她的心
你给她你的拥抱 她会给你一个家
你给她垃圾 她会无限倍还给你

received the email abt commencement liao. nus commencement will be from 6-17 july 2009! have to reg n need to order gown soon! before i realise it, it's less than 2 months tt i will be done with my undergrad studies!!! it's kinda mixed feeling. both 'woohoooo' and 'har so fast?' time flies! we're stepping out to work and my frens are all gg for job interviews alr. and we're gg grad trip in 2 mths time too HAHA!! now i have to buck up with my revisions for mid term n exam.. hopefully my fyp will be good. i dun wish for A+. A is good enuff for me wahahaha.. and ok la hello, my future!

i felt like losing control of my financial assets altho for me it's just one lonely n shrinking bank acc! haha. 4-digits money had been flowing in and out this week due to purchase of packages n stuffs.. when i see my bank figures, they look foreign to me cos i cant rmb all the items that i had paid for and always discover money disappearing from my bank for no reason. =x i need to recall them properly and hope nobody owe me money as i am quite forgetful abt who borrowed money from me! haha.

yest was a painful experience for me. sobs. went to see a tcm doc at bishan. ok la he's pretty good but i am still feeling the pain (which he alr warned me that it will linger ard for 2-3days). when i first get there, he measured my blood pressure at both arms. he discovered tt my right arm bp is ard 10mmHG (just a unit for bp) lower than my right arm. tts quite bad. so he said he knew my left leg got blood clots tt obstruct blood flow therefore causing my knee pain n stuffs (fyi, the blood vessels crossover at pelvis area). so zun!!

then he checked my leg n showed me my legs are not balanced! (left leg is shorter than right leg) tts cos i dislocated my leg when i fell down in the past and i wasnt aware of tt. the relocation of legs is DAMN PAIN! i keep screaming. den he checked my back n said he need to 'release the blood clot'... he poked 3 holes at the relevant acupoints den immediately 'ba guan'.. the procedure is 10x the previous DAMN PAIN! this time i cant help but cried.. acty during the treatment i dunno wat he wanna do.. but after he took out the guan, he wiped off the blood clots (which is quite big. sth like mucus form) from my wounds. i was shocked! he acty used the vacuum created in the guan to suck out the blood clots fr my blood and squeeze out of tat tiny hole. so ya.. my wounds are all blueblack now! ): sigh.. gg back nx week agn. i hope after these, my legs are less pain la.

we're going to the zoo zOO ZOO, how abt you yOU YOU? lol!

i'm back from the zoo and i'm really really tired! kept dozing off on the bus and on my table. but it was a great day out! (: gg out w the kids are not an easy job at all. have to give them all the energy n attn u have. and i dun really have much energy left since i only slept for 4 hrs the previous nite! lol. i bet we all are tired due to lack of enough sleep! well, thks to marcus, we got free ride there.

after zoo, we proceeded on to S restaurant.. nice chit-chat session under the cold cold air con! haha (: it's gg to be damn funny when we are gg to have babies nx time. i will rmb what we said today. lol.

then, i went to teach my kid. i was damn tired by that time, but no choice.. luckily the mum paid me money in advance.. tt kept me awake for a while haha. the girl is very cheeky but had wonderful time playing with her.. we keep suaning and bullying each other. played hide n seek, recording of her human voice ring tone, recording stupid promises on my hp and many pri sch kids finger games e.g. chopsticks!

i need to sleep liao.. super sleepy! tmr have meeting agn. sians

i feel good to finally put down the burden in my heart.. after so long.. this 4th March will be exactly 1 yr from my one of my bravest days in my life. i'm thankful to everyone who's with me along the way. i can still rmb wk calling me in the midst of his lect to cheer me up (; thanks. and of cos my darlings! love ya~ nothing bothers me now. still frens for sure. but definitely just normal frens on talking terms. (:

things change. nothing will remain as happy as ever if u dun treasure it. something is just fated. when it's time to leave, it'll leave by itself. angie, right? *wink*

dears, i look forward to our future plans tog (: heez it'll be a bright n beautiful one~ jiayou!!

i am such a pig! i was still sleeping at 3pm this afternoon!! =x woke up ard 10 30am, had my breakfast, read thru the magazine then the zzz monster came to find me alr. so, i went back to the bed n sleep! din feel like gg for my 6pm class. but i still went la, if not i will still be on my bed. lol. my posters, report, projects and notes are piling! had been delaying everything for no reason. oops! will do it soon. (:

happy times fly. already feb and nx week is gonna be recess week! oh mine. exams are coming in 2 mths time.

i'm looking forward to my grad trip!! woohoo!! so many places i wanna go! (:

wonderful shopping n coffee talk yest w my darlings angie n kat! (: love u girls. *touches my ring* heehee.

had a bad allergic reaction over the medicinal oil ): my knee area is damn itchy!!!!!! and there're lots of small itchy spots popping out! applied some anti-inflammatory cream and it is slightly better.. but still itchy ):

was looking thru the san-x website w hx last nite! omg. there're sooo many cute cute rilakkuma and i spotted my new love- i dunno wat's the name. it's in jap =x but grace translated to me as kirei kurin (i dunno if it's raccoon or woodchuck) haha but it's damn cute. i'm waiting for the collection to launch later in feb den i can go n buy their items. (:

today when i went to my cupboard, i was really surprised by the whole collection of Loreal skincare products i have! =p
haha apart from that, i still have a whole makeup set from Loreal. HAHAHA! but i must say i'm not exactly of a superfan of Loreal. i dunno why i keep buying items from there. maybe cos it's within my budget range ba.. so ya.. hope it helps my skin still (:

so sad.. i'm too late in ordering the CATS. The 50bucks student tix are all sold out! boo.. i din know students can get the category 1 tix for 50bucks only. omg. it's a steal lor.. for the previous 2 muscials, we sat at restricted-view seats and they were alr near to 47bucks.. if i knew it, i would have bought it on the first day of tix sales! ):

my back is so pain today..tink i tossed too violently on my bed last nite. lol. my mum helped me to rub with some medical cream already. shuang! =p

daddy back in hk alr. i tink i will only see him in june ba.. was a bit rude to him last nite cos i was in a bad mood due to the serious gastric pain haiz.. sorry.

had 4/1 cny gathering at jared's hse this morning. had two long-time-no-see classmates who came today - wahono and peter. omg. wahono is getting married nx yr. 有钱就是不一样! 我要嫁个有钱人!!! haha. the chitchatting session at jared hse a bit boring actually =p didnt play anything lei.. boo! luckily, a few of us - me, kat, shu, mx, sou, js and glenn, went shu's hse for more playing! played the game called 'in between'. play by luck lor. HAHA lots of funny jokes here n there. totally enjoyed it (: and nx yr glenn said he can offer his hse for cny gathering.. yay. but i wonder if i will still be here..........

it's like the first time i get to talk to him so much during gathering in these 3 yrs. back to normal frens is not tat bad lar. just tat my heart was a bit struggling last nite.. of cos i wan to see him n see how he's doing.. but seeing someone u once were close to, reminds me of the good old days n the disappointments tat came along with it.. well, of cos the feeling is already not as strong liao.. it's just a mixed feeling. neither sad or happy. but i'm still very happy then we did tok n joke while playing just now.. actually i got avoid looking into him while he tok and trying to ignore him whenever he talk to us. i tink i was quite obvious n may look a bit dao in front of him too.. but i just cant help it. haiz. maybe staying further away from each other is good for us too..

i'm gaining wgt day by day. sooo fat. oh man.. but i cant exercise much now due to my poor little knee ):

happy chinese new year! (: everybody, huat ah!!

it's been quite a busy weekend cum cny for me although neva go for any visiting these 2 days haha
well, on saturday, went out for lunch with my family at crystal jade hong kong cafe (my family's fave place heez).. then shop ard bugis and settled at MOF for some desserts. and yay! i got MOF's membership card haha nx time if u all wan to go there for dessert, we'll have some discounts (: after tat, went hl's house for our 13yaos steamboat reunion dinner. it's a nice dinner and had our usual chit chat aka gossip aka 'secret-sharing' session. love ya (:

then on cny's eve, my family went imperial treasure restaurant for our dim sum! yum yum. our fave place too. i went off to teach my 2 kids after our brunch.. and the kids' mum is so nice to give me 2 boxes of cny biscuits. went back to orchard to join my family for our tuan yuan fan after teaching.. had our dinner at the korean bbq restaurant at far east!! loving it. haa so full la. and one of the waiters over there i tink is a korean.. is very funny (altho shd be ard 30+ already but rather cute in action).. he's always ard to refill my cups and clear my stuffs.. then got once, when i was asking him sth and he was so engrossed in listening to me that he forgot he's pouring me drinks at the same time! in the end, he poured till the drink overflow! omg..

yest, no visiting for us. so we went to The Cathay to watch 'All's well ends well'. Surprisingly, the cinema is aso packed with ppl - chinese ppl! i still tot it'll be infested by ppl of other races. haha i tink a lot of families aso went down for movie before gg visiting. abit boring.. cos everywhere is so quiet n no shops opened.

today is more fun! went to sentosa for one day tour! haha. went there for sentosa flower event. the flowers there are really quite nice!! i finally found my 'tao hua' after searching ard and took a pic with it! yipee. i hope my tao hua will be better this yr. took a few silly pics here n there. haha finally tried the skyride! it's pretty thrilling ride. so high up in the air! my mum was very scared and kept covering her eyes. some tourists on the other side of the cable saw her n was laughing n taking my mum's photo and waved at us so i waved back at them.. such a funny scene =p great family bonding day tho my parents did argued along the way.. as usual.

these few nites are movie marathon session for us. we cleared some hk drama dvd, red cliff 1 and 2, stay connected, and of cos the all's well ends well. i keep eating the cny goodies and no appetite for proper and sumptuous dishes prepared by my mum =p so full right now haha.. getting fatter liao. oops! have to keep fit after cny. (:

i cant sleep yet cos my stomach is damn full from supper haha. but i love it! (: i tried to eat tissue prata asap alr.. but still..according to my bestest besties i am still the slowest eater! bleahz~ i have no idea why i love to eat my stuffs slowly man.. ok la i admit i like to eat things in sequence and neatly tt's y i keep dissecting my food. haha ok i will try to eat faster kk =p

earlier in the day, i went chinatown with my parents for lunch and to get some roasted pork n duck! heez yummy and i love the xiao long bao at the hawker near to the nian huo shi chang!! very nice too (: then went to people's park centre to buy spare parts for my bracelet! they're having the buy 1 get 1 free promotion woohoo!! so in the end spent ard $24 for everything which came in two packets except for the little pendants. after calculating the price of my diy bracelet, it costs ard 10bucks! not really cheap, but it's fun la (:

since i am also a rather traditional person *ahem* - angie, u also right? *wink* HAHA my cny aso got resolution de..

my cny resolution:
- take good care of my health esp my gastric and knee problem!
- save more and earn more.. spend less?
- be more studious hahaha a bit hard tho
- plan a great grad trip!
- sleep a bit earlier.. hoping my complexion n eye bag will not deteriorate anymore
- eat healthier food.. maybe some necessary supplements and avoid coffee n juices etc. (but i totally loveeee them leh.. sian. drink once in a while shd be ok right haha)
- EAT FASTER AND MUNCH IN BIGGERRR BITE SIZE! (: (a must-do!! girls, i will do it heez)

haiz.. i hate ppl who keep asking me to do things for them! if i can wake up early to do it, why cant u? let's say if u keep oversleeping n pon class, dun expect me to let u copy my notes. right? and if i can go sch early to print notes, u mean u cant go sch early? once in a while is ok. but it's most of the time lehh.. i'm not even paid for the notes i printed for u, the time i spent! everyone got their threshold one lor.. not as if i am paid 1 billion to help u! it's really abt ur own laziness. maybe i'm over-reacting. but just feel irritated! u're not like my best best best fren or my bf or my watsoeva. am i obliged to do so?
well.. it's unfair for ppl to always have to do u tat favour lor.. do i sound selfish? but i really tink u have to be responsible for ur own stuffs. i will still treat ppl as nice as i am to everyone, i will still lend notes to ppl who really need it and to ppl who appreciate my help.. just tat pls do not take me for granted. grr..

throwing the tot of tat stupid person away,
i really looking forward to fri, sat, sun and the upcoming week!! wheeeeee (:
daddy coming tmr. heez

aww my knees are really aching badly ):
maybe i need more calcium n collagen.

yay!! happy day (:
felt as if it's the end of the sem. in total holiday mood haha

the day started off well with my piano kids. they were so funny n cute.
this morning, the mummy sms me and said her daughter wanna know wat time i'm gg over.. so i said i'm gg at 11am.. then she replied: " 'HANNAH MONTANA' said ok haha. she wan to have 2 hrs of lessons. but just ignore her hahaha.." well my girlgirl loves to call herself hannah montana as tts her fave character. really cute lar!
so when i'm preparing the card to be tie tog w the cookies i'm gg to give her, i wrote: 'To: Hannah montana - chloe' when she saw the card, she was soo cute n asked how come i know her name! lol. my boyboy ate all the cookies in his packet on the spot n said my cookies are veryy delicious! altho his comments may not be 100% accurate since he's such a glutton.. everything is nice to him.. i'm still v.happy they like it (:
the boyboy was so sweet and said he'll give me the log cake after he bake it sometime later.. i'm like.. hello.. it's cny!! xmas past long ago hahaha.. anyway it's a long overdue cake.. which the boyboy promised to bake n let me try! quite surprised he still rmb wat he've promised me (: he even asked how big i wan the log cake to be n if i wan any santa claus deco on it haha

after class, went chinatown to check out the tour package prices to taiwan. i tink our grad trip location is more or less settled! woohooooo (: anticipating man!!! waiting for NATAS fair then we can check on the real pricing n book the tix liao. yayy

then went orchard to celebrate ry's bday!! it was a super crazy night with my GT5001 groupmate haha.. just nice. the 5 of us who're gg grad trip are present tonite heez. we were all doing weird poses but i love it! i can predict that we'll take many many stupid pics when we go for our grad trip in may! haha (:

time to come back to earth. lessons tmr!! have to faster finish my report draft n get it sent to hk..

sigh.. my gastric problem is getting worse. ):

felt like vomiting last nite before sleep.. my mouth was full of the sour juices, so i ran to the toilet but nothing came out except for some liquid.. felt so terrible. forced myself to sleep, hoping the bad feeling will go off as soon as i'm asleep.
when i woke up this morning, the condition did not really improve. still feeling very bad.. not much appetite and rather moody today cos of the uncomfortable stomach. i'm sorry dear if i were a little sian today.. and sorry kat for not being able to join u all ): haiz. i hate this bad feeling..

thanks for always showing concern to me. i really appreciate it!

烦恼 烦恼 太烦恼
haiz i hate report writing!! my back is aching already ):
why do i have to submit so many stuffs.. haha just want to be grumbly.. i'm fine!

sigh...
虽然常说没事没事 但真的没事吗？
有太多东西烦了 多到不懂从何说起
有些东西 是"不能说的秘密" 就算再不开心也不能说 自己收在心里就好了
有些东西说了 还是得靠自己解决 所以也不想多说

我只想在家里安安静静的 可是不时又会传出吵闹声 好烦哦!
难道你就不能乖乖的吗? 为什么要这样?

i'm sorry.. seem a bit emo here. but dun worry.. just in the sighing mood today.
things will get beta when i finish up some of my stuffs. yupzz.

terrible headache. i dunno why..

my piano class was cancelled when i'm already on my way to their home this afternoon! so sian la.. only inform me less than 3omins before the class.. so i took a bus to school from there..
but the day was not tat bad after all.. cos when i went to the student service centre to make some enquiries just now.. i saw a shuai n cute guy at the entrance counter.. woohoo!!! he is so kind to help me out with some stuffs haha!! i wonder if he's a perm staff there. ok la he's not very shuai but he's damn cute~ (: hope to see him ard in nus heez

finally completed some stuffs on my agenda. now left with getting the letters from profs n get the documents sent out by nx mon!! after tat i will have to conc on my report alr. a big jiayou to all my frens!!

boooo!! today is the last day of holiday and tmr will be the start of the last sem of my uni life! wow time flies. These 4 yrs zoooomed past faster than rocket haha.
a bit fan nao recently.. there're so much to do n so little time.

things to do:
- collect my transcripts
- photocopy my HK IC
- send in application forms b4 deadlines
- send referee forms to profs
- collect referee forms from profs
- send whole stack of documents out
- edit my report
- prepare the poster
- buy grade 3 book for my student
- register my students for exams
- go check out the tours
- still got more.. but i tink i shd clear the above agenda before thinking of wat else i need to do.

wells, even though sometimes i feel a bit lost.. i still tink this year came with plenty of happiness for me. not exactly very blessed but at least it's a good start! (: really nice to start a new year with my great frens ard. love our coffee chats, our activities n everyone! and the 2 profs had agreed to be my referees! woohoo!! hopefully their letters would bring me a step closer to what i hope for. thanks profs!! (:

going to jog liao! need to jian fei heez

some signs that i'm really getting older! (maybe not so much shown on the face *hopefully* but definitely physically!!!)

- backaches after sitting in front of the comp to do my report!
- dont feel like waking up too early cos i just cant get up from my comfort-y bed (althou old ppl shd wake up damn early. but i still tink it's a sign of losing my vigour =p)
- my knee hurts occasionally n whenever it does, it hurts quite a lot. my knees will sometimes feel like breaking up n become wobbly like jelly fish!! mmm could it be rheumatism.. arh.. (tts wat the woman who gives me body massage says)
- running slower n slower..

that shd be all the signs i have discovered for now haha not tat much la. so meaning i'm not tat old! wahahaha.. tat day my frens n i were talking abt our ages.. and i realised i'm entering mid twenties soon (nx yr) haha sound damn old! wells... nvm. as long as my heart stays young! i'll be young!!! hahaha (:

i hope i can get my gem module... pls dun increase bid pts anymoreee

congrats to my daddy!! (: he's damn luckily to have gotten two biggest and nicest units of the block from electronic balloting in guang zhou! there were more than 30 house owners in the balloting and there're only 3 good n big units out of many many units. and my dad got 2 out of the 3 wahaha when he told me over the phone i can sense that he was overjoyed! he said everyone clapped for him n even the authority said: "wow it's you again!!!" and my dad replied: " yupz tat's me again! hahahaha" damn funny lor!!

it's been over 15 yrs since our old hse was knocked down for land development and the authority had been delaying their development and refused to pay us the monthly rental as compensation! all these added up to a enormous amount of money *hrumph* sooo bad lar! super inefficient...

but finally we've waited for this day to come!! the flat is finally built n ready for balloting! my daddy is gg to collect the keys of these two units tmr!! yayy! althou we're definitely not gg to stay in tat house but shd be renting one out n letting my grandparents to live in the other unit since it's like their last wishes... my bedridden grandma who's a bit senile n suffer from diabetes had been mumbling to go back to their old hse before she die.. haiz..

i really just hope they wont bring the cat to the new hse!! cos i really hated the cat which is totally fearless!! i'm forever in top alert when i'm there to look out for the cat n make sure it is not in living room!! grr but daddy said it's bao bei of my grandparents, so just let them keep it for now ba..

yayy!! i dyed my hair (: ok it's my mum dyed for me heez. it's a bit reddish brown cos the colour i bought is light copper brown! i hope it's not too bright (: but i'm quite satisfied with it.
new year new hair colour.. reddish somemore. confirm HUAT AH!!!
i got my piano pay somemore.. yeah!! double happiness!

anyway happy birthday uncle wk! u're getting old hoho..