fly away...

i dunno if i did the right thing.. dunno if i've said the wrong things and hurt his feeling.. dunno wat shd i do.. haiz i feel guilty of thinking abt all possible underlying reasons of him meeting me. of cos, i rejected him once agn after so many times.. with a very irritating reply 'sorry, i am busy recently', when i'm just boringly slacking at home.. sigh! i rmb tt this is the exact same reply tt i hate the most outta him in the past.. so why am i repeating this super irritating line to him now?? i really dun wan our relationship to become commercialised.. feeling bad to have these 'evil' tots.. i guess it'll stay as 心里的一条刺for as long as i hear his name.. maybe like he said: 'things realli change do they. we are no longer like before rite'. but i guess both of us agreed tt we dunno how to face 'certain things' and tt's why we became like this now. sigh..

when u tell me how u treasure the things we did 2 yrs back and how we lost tt connection, i really felt like crying but somehow the tears din drop down, maybe the feeling was long gone.. in the end, we ended the conversation with a long horrible argument. grr.. i guess we wont talk anymore since i have 'DISAPPOINTED' you! i neva knew we can turn tt sour.. u still cant change ur stubborn thinking.. u've DISAPPOINTED me too. well done, u've made it to the first person in my life tt i have decided to 绝交with. and u've also received the most nan ting words from me. farewell! now i know the total opp of liking. wateva!