a happy thurday well-spent with my 2 darlings! (:

caught the movie 'transformer' with angie in the morning, then kat came.. and our happy day offically started. the day started w kat getting her contacts.. took lots of funny pics with the frenly dog in the specs shop while waiting for kat. HAHA!! after tt, we covered the whole of orchard in the afternoon for some shopping.. initially wanted to go to 'P' for dinner but it was a bit too ex for us hoho... maybe we can consider gg there after we've met our rich bf lar.. in the end, we settled at soup spoon for simple dinner and proceeded on to PS to walk walk.. had our desserts at cafe cartel.. haha took lots of stupid looking and weird pics there!! i tink the ppl ard us must be thinking we are mad.. but who cares! i was laughing till my mouth is so tired ! wahahaha.. before we knew it, it's alr 10plus! i'm out for 12 hrs with them haha.. happy time passes really quickly!! cant wait for our nx gathering heez

anyway, thanks everyone for ur support always! (: *touched*

i dunno if i did the right thing.. dunno if i've said the wrong things and hurt his feeling.. dunno wat shd i do.. haiz i feel guilty of thinking abt all possible underlying reasons of him meeting me. of cos, i rejected him once agn after so many times.. with a very irritating reply 'sorry, i am busy recently', when i'm just boringly slacking at home.. sigh! i rmb tt this is the exact same reply tt i hate the most outta him in the past.. so why am i repeating this super irritating line to him now?? i really dun wan our relationship to become commercialised.. feeling bad to have these 'evil' tots.. i guess it'll stay as 心里的一条刺for as long as i hear his name.. maybe like he said: 'things realli change do they. we are no longer like before rite'. but i guess both of us agreed tt we dunno how to face 'certain things' and tt's why we became like this now. sigh..

when u tell me how u treasure the things we did 2 yrs back and how we lost tt connection, i really felt like crying but somehow the tears din drop down, maybe the feeling was long gone.. in the end, we ended the conversation with a long horrible argument. grr.. i guess we wont talk anymore since i have 'DISAPPOINTED' you! i neva knew we can turn tt sour.. u still cant change ur stubborn thinking.. u've DISAPPOINTED me too. well done, u've made it to the first person in my life tt i have decided to 绝交with. and u've also received the most nan ting words from me. farewell! now i know the total opp of liking. wateva!