fly away...

sobs. mum got a lot of things unhappy abt me. can any one just tell me how much i need to do to make her satisified?

she dun like my attitude. ok, what attitude shd i be when she keep asking me if i had smsed my bro's tutor (asked abt 4 times)... and i had alr sms the tutor when she asked me to do so the 1st time. the tutor jus nv reply me! stupid person. of cos i sms the right thing over. my mum still doubt if i addressed myself correctly as my bro's sis. i told mum i had sms her the right thing umpteen times n it's common sense to address myself correctly to the tutor wat! of cos i got irritated by it n just said she v.fan. i am fan over my sch aso leh.. it's not my fault tt she din reply!!!

she said i dun have manners at home.. wat manners towards my bro shd i have when my bro just scold me n bo chap me when i tried to advise him on sth and he merely ignore me totally. wat manners towards her shd i have when she always criticise me abt my forgetfulness and everything i do. she just dun unds how stress i am inside. i just din tell her cos i dun wan her to be bothered by it. wat manners towards my dad shd i have when he always peep at my comp and walk ard my room when i'm doing my work n studying. it's VERY irritating. i unds he's not as well educated as we are, but he need to learn wat's right to do.

there're so many other things she's unhappy abt me. actually i really dun mean what i say most of the time and i am not aware tt i said the wrong thing cos i always take things easy n thought that they'll unds me so much tt they'll bear w my temper when i get irritated. but i was wrong. she took it as no manners, not polite and bad attitude.

i admit i'm stubborn and i dun like to admit i'm in the wrong esp towards my family. but i do love my family. jus dunno how to express my love. i wish someday they'll unds.