fly away...

i felt like losing control of my financial assets altho for me it's just one lonely n shrinking bank acc! haha. 4-digits money had been flowing in and out this week due to purchase of packages n stuffs.. when i see my bank figures, they look foreign to me cos i cant rmb all the items that i had paid for and always discover money disappearing from my bank for no reason. =x i need to recall them properly and hope nobody owe me money as i am quite forgetful abt who borrowed money from me! haha.

yest was a painful experience for me. sobs. went to see a tcm doc at bishan. ok la he's pretty good but i am still feeling the pain (which he alr warned me that it will linger ard for 2-3days). when i first get there, he measured my blood pressure at both arms. he discovered tt my right arm bp is ard 10mmHG (just a unit for bp) lower than my right arm. tts quite bad. so he said he knew my left leg got blood clots tt obstruct blood flow therefore causing my knee pain n stuffs (fyi, the blood vessels crossover at pelvis area). so zun!!

then he checked my leg n showed me my legs are not balanced! (left leg is shorter than right leg) tts cos i dislocated my leg when i fell down in the past and i wasnt aware of tt. the relocation of legs is DAMN PAIN! i keep screaming. den he checked my back n said he need to 'release the blood clot'... he poked 3 holes at the relevant acupoints den immediately 'ba guan'.. the procedure is 10x the previous DAMN PAIN! this time i cant help but cried.. acty during the treatment i dunno wat he wanna do.. but after he took out the guan, he wiped off the blood clots (which is quite big. sth like mucus form) from my wounds. i was shocked! he acty used the vacuum created in the guan to suck out the blood clots fr my blood and squeeze out of tat tiny hole. so ya.. my wounds are all blueblack now! ): sigh.. gg back nx week agn. i hope after these, my legs are less pain la.