haiz.. i hate ppl who keep asking me to do things for them! if i can wake up early to do it, why cant u? let's say if u keep oversleeping n pon class, dun expect me to let u copy my notes. right? and if i can go sch early to print notes, u mean u cant go sch early? once in a while is ok. but it's most of the time lehh.. i'm not even paid for the notes i printed for u, the time i spent! everyone got their threshold one lor.. not as if i am paid 1 billion to help u! it's really abt ur own laziness. maybe i'm over-reacting. but just feel irritated! u're not like my best best best fren or my bf or my watsoeva. am i obliged to do so?
well.. it's unfair for ppl to always have to do u tat favour lor.. do i sound selfish? but i really tink u have to be responsible for ur own stuffs. i will still treat ppl as nice as i am to everyone, i will still lend notes to ppl who really need it and to ppl who appreciate my help.. just tat pls do not take me for granted. grr..

throwing the tot of tat stupid person away,
i really looking forward to fri, sat, sun and the upcoming week!! wheeeeee (:
daddy coming tmr. heez

aww my knees are really aching badly ):
maybe i need more calcium n collagen.

yay!! happy day (:
felt as if it's the end of the sem. in total holiday mood haha

the day started off well with my piano kids. they were so funny n cute.
this morning, the mummy sms me and said her daughter wanna know wat time i'm gg over.. so i said i'm gg at 11am.. then she replied: " 'HANNAH MONTANA' said ok haha. she wan to have 2 hrs of lessons. but just ignore her hahaha.." well my girlgirl loves to call herself hannah montana as tts her fave character. really cute lar!
so when i'm preparing the card to be tie tog w the cookies i'm gg to give her, i wrote: 'To: Hannah montana - chloe' when she saw the card, she was soo cute n asked how come i know her name! lol. my boyboy ate all the cookies in his packet on the spot n said my cookies are veryy delicious! altho his comments may not be 100% accurate since he's such a glutton.. everything is nice to him.. i'm still v.happy they like it (:
the boyboy was so sweet and said he'll give me the log cake after he bake it sometime later.. i'm like.. hello.. it's cny!! xmas past long ago hahaha.. anyway it's a long overdue cake.. which the boyboy promised to bake n let me try! quite surprised he still rmb wat he've promised me (: he even asked how big i wan the log cake to be n if i wan any santa claus deco on it haha

after class, went chinatown to check out the tour package prices to taiwan. i tink our grad trip location is more or less settled! woohooooo (: anticipating man!!! waiting for NATAS fair then we can check on the real pricing n book the tix liao. yayy

then went orchard to celebrate ry's bday!! it was a super crazy night with my GT5001 groupmate haha.. just nice. the 5 of us who're gg grad trip are present tonite heez. we were all doing weird poses but i love it! i can predict that we'll take many many stupid pics when we go for our grad trip in may! haha (:

time to come back to earth. lessons tmr!! have to faster finish my report draft n get it sent to hk..

sigh.. my gastric problem is getting worse. ):

felt like vomiting last nite before sleep.. my mouth was full of the sour juices, so i ran to the toilet but nothing came out except for some liquid.. felt so terrible. forced myself to sleep, hoping the bad feeling will go off as soon as i'm asleep.
when i woke up this morning, the condition did not really improve. still feeling very bad.. not much appetite and rather moody today cos of the uncomfortable stomach. i'm sorry dear if i were a little sian today.. and sorry kat for not being able to join u all ): haiz. i hate this bad feeling..

thanks for always showing concern to me. i really appreciate it!

烦恼 烦恼 太烦恼
haiz i hate report writing!! my back is aching already ):
why do i have to submit so many stuffs.. haha just want to be grumbly.. i'm fine!

sigh...
虽然常说没事没事 但真的没事吗？
有太多东西烦了 多到不懂从何说起
有些东西 是"不能说的秘密" 就算再不开心也不能说 自己收在心里就好了
有些东西说了 还是得靠自己解决 所以也不想多说

我只想在家里安安静静的 可是不时又会传出吵闹声 好烦哦!
难道你就不能乖乖的吗? 为什么要这样?

i'm sorry.. seem a bit emo here. but dun worry.. just in the sighing mood today.
things will get beta when i finish up some of my stuffs. yupzz.

terrible headache. i dunno why..

my piano class was cancelled when i'm already on my way to their home this afternoon! so sian la.. only inform me less than 3omins before the class.. so i took a bus to school from there..
but the day was not tat bad after all.. cos when i went to the student service centre to make some enquiries just now.. i saw a shuai n cute guy at the entrance counter.. woohoo!!! he is so kind to help me out with some stuffs haha!! i wonder if he's a perm staff there. ok la he's not very shuai but he's damn cute~ (: hope to see him ard in nus heez

finally completed some stuffs on my agenda. now left with getting the letters from profs n get the documents sent out by nx mon!! after tat i will have to conc on my report alr. a big jiayou to all my frens!!

boooo!! today is the last day of holiday and tmr will be the start of the last sem of my uni life! wow time flies. These 4 yrs zoooomed past faster than rocket haha.
a bit fan nao recently.. there're so much to do n so little time.

things to do:
- collect my transcripts
- photocopy my HK IC
- send in application forms b4 deadlines
- send referee forms to profs
- collect referee forms from profs
- send whole stack of documents out
- edit my report
- prepare the poster
- buy grade 3 book for my student
- register my students for exams
- go check out the tours
- still got more.. but i tink i shd clear the above agenda before thinking of wat else i need to do.

wells, even though sometimes i feel a bit lost.. i still tink this year came with plenty of happiness for me. not exactly very blessed but at least it's a good start! (: really nice to start a new year with my great frens ard. love our coffee chats, our activities n everyone! and the 2 profs had agreed to be my referees! woohoo!! hopefully their letters would bring me a step closer to what i hope for. thanks profs!! (:

going to jog liao! need to jian fei heez

some signs that i'm really getting older! (maybe not so much shown on the face *hopefully* but definitely physically!!!)

- backaches after sitting in front of the comp to do my report!
- dont feel like waking up too early cos i just cant get up from my comfort-y bed (althou old ppl shd wake up damn early. but i still tink it's a sign of losing my vigour =p)
- my knee hurts occasionally n whenever it does, it hurts quite a lot. my knees will sometimes feel like breaking up n become wobbly like jelly fish!! mmm could it be rheumatism.. arh.. (tts wat the woman who gives me body massage says)
- running slower n slower..

that shd be all the signs i have discovered for now haha not tat much la. so meaning i'm not tat old! wahahaha.. tat day my frens n i were talking abt our ages.. and i realised i'm entering mid twenties soon (nx yr) haha sound damn old! wells... nvm. as long as my heart stays young! i'll be young!!! hahaha (:

i hope i can get my gem module... pls dun increase bid pts anymoreee