From high school musical 2 -- Gotta Go My Own Way

the lyrics so true.. sigh..

my new baby -- patpat! (:
he's born today 02nov2008.. height 7.5cm. a cutie fake patrick haa. i'm gg to bring him to sch tmr. hope he dun wonder ard my lab n get lost there. LOL!

woohoo!! happy (: had a great day today!! thanks my darlingss..

at first we wanted to catch the 11 05 show at downtown east cathay. but we were a bit late so bought the 12pm show instead. since we're too early to enter the cinema, we went to play arcade! haha it's been zillion yrs since i stepped into arcade! but nowadays the arcade need us to buy the tapz card, which need us to pay a certain deposit n spend at least 20bucks for the card! not worth for us who rarely play to buy ma, so we approached some xiao di di to lend us the card n pay them back money haha in the end we played 5 games at the basketball machine! it's super exciting n fun haha.. good way to destress!!! we were like perspiring after throwing dozensss of balls. we took quite a few retarded funny pics too!

and finally it's time to watch 'high school musical 3'!!! (: the show was nice n very sweet.. i wan to have a bf like troy hahaha!! super sweet, caring, sensitive n talented and i wan my bf to climb up a tree to bring me pizza n strawberries coated w choco as supper.. wahahaha XD angie n kat aso wan bf like tat heehee!!

den we went airport coffee bean to study! was talking n gossiping while studying.. as usual. haha i love these kinda days man. we have to go drink coffee n chit chat after our exams!!! (:

我不是真正的快乐 ): why did i accept tat decision somehow..

ok time to sleep. dun tink anymore!

currently my family is chasing the hk tv drama "溏心风暴之家好月圆" it's very nice.. i like the bonding time with my family when we're so engrossed into the show n discuss abt it as we watch.. i would really hate it if 'someone' were to ruin the good times my family have, esp if that 'someone' were to be in the family himself! grr.. in the show someone said "有一句四字金言很适合给找工作和找男朋友的人:主动出击!" tat's true. finding job definitely have to take the move.. but den for bf.. hmm i havent take any move before. maybe tat's y all failed! ): thks for being there for me always, listen to all my grumbles, console me n make sure i'm ok (: 对不起,我整天都发小姐脾气..我不想的..

feeling so tired and had terrible headache after gym session with angie. so i slept all the way from 5 till 7pm for dinner.. after dinner was busy watching tv till 11plus! heehee damn slack. =p i hope this kinda days will come more often..

虽然我的宝贝去世了,今天还是很开心因为我做完我的事情之后和妈妈逛街去了!好久好久都没有和她单独去买东西.. 今天我是购物狂!买了两双terrace鞋子,一个sembonia包包,一个手镯,一个电话袋和一件泳衣.全部免费因为都是妈妈付钱的. =p

在去吃饭的途中和妈妈聊到了将来,这个将来也不是很久的将来..而是我毕业之后的生活,去或留,我真的不知道..太多东西要考虑了..

如果我说我要走了,你会开口要我留下吗?如果你说你不想我走,我也许会留下..我知道我很笨,可是离开了那么久我还是放不下..在家人和朋友两者之中选一是一个很艰难的抉择..我不想离开我的朋友,也不能离开我的家人,更不想和你的距离越来越远..可是决定始终都得定下来..我想我第一个会失去的不是我的家人也不是我的朋友而是你..这是一个我想逃避却不得不面对的..

妈妈说人长大了,出去做工了,就算是以前就认识的朋友不会再向从前那样那么亲近..因为大家始终会有自己的家,自己的生活..在那边我也可以认识新朋友,将来我有空还是可以回来找回我的好朋友们的,而且资讯那么发达我还是可以在网上和朋友们联络的..她说得也没有错,而回去也是我的心愿..只是我有太多的舍不得和放不下.. ):

was quite slackey today. although i went sch for the whole day, that doesnt mean i did a lot of constructive stuffs haha cos i watched 康熙来了and女人我最大while waiting for my nx feeding time and onli did part of the work which i had previously planned to do :p

havent been revising any of my notes due to overwhelming amount of assignments and the presentation scheduled this coming thurs. my group is still revising our ppt slides after meeting the prof on friday. need a big big ''renovation'' sianz..

my last week to see my babies! :( they're leaving to the cheese paradise on friday.. sigh. they're damn cute n love to sa jiao! baby no.1 loves to climb on my palm n get sayang-ed by me.. love to rub his nose n head against my palm aso! he simply refuse to leave my palm when i try to get him away. sooo cute! then no.2 is getting rebellious n refuse to eat med.. no.3 is still humji n always try to use his little claws to take the tube from his mouth.. so sad i cant take pic of my babies cos my baby's room is infected by pinworms. need to wear extra protective equipment to enter n have to disinfect all the stuffs when i'm out, so i dun dare to take my hp out to take their lovely pics :(

sorry dw, missed ur comment previously. i just replied! =p