fly away...

ahh i wan a new pair of shoes!! my legs are so achy now and the shoes are really sooo uncomfortable =( today is my last day of work! finally! no more dinner alone n the standing job is not easy at all.. but then the ppl are nice there.. so frenly to a blur temp staff like me haha.. will miss them lots!

went shokudo for dinner tonite.. this time alone. had some quiet moment for myself n thought about certain things.. i used to dislike eating alone but then tonite was quite enjoyable.. listening to the jap songs played by the restaurant, sitting on the sofa and ate my rice slowly for 1 hr haha.. perhaps i need to get used to it soon as everyone is growing up and some people i used to be very close with will slowly go further n further away from me despite how much i wanted them to stay.. sigh.. i wonder if it's my problem for not putting much effort in maintaining it or if it's how life works..
some unexplanable feelings.. those i wan to do n say are always unsaid n undone.. or maybe they just cant be done or said in the way i wanted to due to certain matters. perhaps keeping them in us forever is better for all of us.. i hope miracles do happen sometimes and bring me some good surprises! =p if i have known certain things will happen n given a choice.. i will choose a different thing so that they wont happen the way they are now.. but then life has no reverse sign =( must treasure what u have now so you wont regret after that!

heard the song 心动 recently n fell in love w it agn..
有多久没见你 以为你在那里
原来就住在我心底 陪伴着我的呼吸 有多远的距离
以为闻不到你的气息 谁知道你背影这么长 回头就看到你
过去让它过去 来不及
从头喜欢你 白云缠绕着蓝天
如果不能够永远走在一起
也至少给我们怀念的勇气
拥抱的权利
好让你明白 我心动 的痕迹
总是想再见你 还试着打探你 消息
原来你就住在我的身体 守护我的回忆