fly away...

cant control what i'm feeling n thinking rite now. if onli i can choose what to face n what not to. so many question popping out of my mind. when will true self show? i need to noe. years come n go, people come n go. those who went off came back agn, those we want them to stay walked off instead. will u not leave me behind?

sch starts today. went to find my mickeys this morning and i discovered that mickey no.19 is very very cold, soft n weak. he dun even move when i lift him up n feed him. really unlike his usual 'talkative' (squeaks a lot) n lively self.. although he's one of the more guai ones. i am really worried that he may die!! acty i had predicted sth to happen on him as his weight drops everyday!!! keep patting to wake him up in case he's sleeping but he's not. went back to inform my LO abt it and went to find the vet at ahu. sidetrack a bit, the vet is very charming haha.. noticed him since the lab course =p keep looking at him as he explains wahaha.. anyway he said we need to do blood test for him asap to check the blood glucose as it maybe due to the treatment given. till now aso dunno why. i hope the charming vet will save him!

it's been a while since i ran. gg to swim tmr during break!! =)
on a spree again. haha cannot stop.