finally my 'sametime' is up! woots. can finally chat w my fren in office. oops! well.. i hate acting busy. act for half an hr, ok.. but act for like 2 hrs... pls, i rather not working cos it's super xin ku to secretly surf net while hiding the website from my other colleagues or supervisor, cos apparently there's some backstabber who complained to my supervisor tt my fren had nth to do! in the end, my fren n i concluded tt govt sector paper work is really not our cup of tea~ but overall, the ppl there are nice (:

today is the 2nd time that i see the so-called 'massage ladies' at the special-service massage parlor grabbing customers at night! it's damn disgusting!! a few nites ago, i tink one of the guys saw me walking past them and he pretend shy n keep saying: "aiya i dun wan lar, dun ask me!", his fren replied:"aiya, nvm one lar.. come on".. i act as if i neva hear n walk v.fast, when i turn my head back, the 'shy' guy is gone! see, pretend only!!!

hoping for miracles to happen.. *pray* pls pls..

okok time to update my long forgotten blog lol.

went to take grad pics with my GT5001 frens at raffles place area.. see the pics on my fb! heez lots of tourists n ppl took snapshots of us! weird~ haha it's damn hot to walk ard with the gown.. esplanade was like heaven cos there's aircon! =p

nothing much happening recently.. just a boring work life. everyday sleep quite early.. ok, the collegues there are quite nice. one of the guys there look somewhat like another fren of mine, esp when he smile! so i feel like seeing my fren whenever i see my collegue.. 2 more weeks to the end of my contract. what's next?

been so long since i blogged.

super bored and tired at work. almost fall asleep while doing the monotonous work. haiz. office work is really not my cup of tea.

almost snapped my hair short while in hk.. my hair got entangled in my comb! grr.. terrible! luckily my dad came back in time.. helped me to cut all the 'teeth' on the round comb and remove the entangled hair! if not i would hav to come back to sg with a bob head lol. staying alone with my dad is a new experience! haha first time is so many yrs of my life. well, he's naggy but i know he meant well. he cant wake up in the morning too! it's always me who hear his super loud alarm clock n gotta shout to wake him up. lol.

my students' exam dates are out. one on 14 aug, one on 21 aug... so means after tt, i will be free to go.. haiz 心里还是那么乱......

yay! finally it's my commencement! *woots* it's been a great day! (: so happy that all my dearest buddies and family came down to take pics tog.. super touched!! i'm sooo super sorry tat i din spend a lot of time with all of u.. always vanish suddenly to go elsewhere to take pic =p anw, took quite a lot of pics.. met up with some coursemates/ hi-bye frens that i've neva seen them for quite sometime. it's nice to see them agn before we embark on our own journey..

after the ceremony, my family went for our late steamboat dinner/supper at crystal jade restaurant at holland V. ate till 12am hahaha! super late.. took a taxi back home. so tired but so happy :D

my 3 wks-temp job starts nx wed.. finally got sth for me to kill time!
kat, i will fight for full/half day leave on ur convocation! (: i will be there!
gg back hk tmr. back on nx tue! (:

P.S.: special thanks to kat, hx and angie for helping me to take lovely pics! (: and also a big sincere thanks to my 13yaos for coming down just to take pics with me. (: and also my aztec freshies heez.

had a nightmare last nite.. i was fishing at my kitchen's window! haha a bit ridiculous.. then i got a catch very very quickly! to my surprise, it was a BIG DOG! omg! after taking a look at the cute golden colour dog, i din keep my 'catch' cos my house was too small! so i tried to hook it and release it down from my window with my fishing string. who knows, the string snapped!!! omg, the dog crashed onto the cement floor n died in a pool of blood.. *sobs* so sad.. i din expect it to happen.. such a stupid dream. lol. but i am still soo guilty until now.

a happy thurday well-spent with my 2 darlings! (:

caught the movie 'transformer' with angie in the morning, then kat came.. and our happy day offically started. the day started w kat getting her contacts.. took lots of funny pics with the frenly dog in the specs shop while waiting for kat. HAHA!! after tt, we covered the whole of orchard in the afternoon for some shopping.. initially wanted to go to 'P' for dinner but it was a bit too ex for us hoho... maybe we can consider gg there after we've met our rich bf lar.. in the end, we settled at soup spoon for simple dinner and proceeded on to PS to walk walk.. had our desserts at cafe cartel.. haha took lots of stupid looking and weird pics there!! i tink the ppl ard us must be thinking we are mad.. but who cares! i was laughing till my mouth is so tired ! wahahaha.. before we knew it, it's alr 10plus! i'm out for 12 hrs with them haha.. happy time passes really quickly!! cant wait for our nx gathering heez

anyway, thanks everyone for ur support always! (: *touched*

i dunno if i did the right thing.. dunno if i've said the wrong things and hurt his feeling.. dunno wat shd i do.. haiz i feel guilty of thinking abt all possible underlying reasons of him meeting me. of cos, i rejected him once agn after so many times.. with a very irritating reply 'sorry, i am busy recently', when i'm just boringly slacking at home.. sigh! i rmb tt this is the exact same reply tt i hate the most outta him in the past.. so why am i repeating this super irritating line to him now?? i really dun wan our relationship to become commercialised.. feeling bad to have these 'evil' tots.. i guess it'll stay as 心里的一条刺for as long as i hear his name.. maybe like he said: 'things realli change do they. we are no longer like before rite'. but i guess both of us agreed tt we dunno how to face 'certain things' and tt's why we became like this now. sigh..

when u tell me how u treasure the things we did 2 yrs back and how we lost tt connection, i really felt like crying but somehow the tears din drop down, maybe the feeling was long gone.. in the end, we ended the conversation with a long horrible argument. grr.. i guess we wont talk anymore since i have 'DISAPPOINTED' you! i neva knew we can turn tt sour.. u still cant change ur stubborn thinking.. u've DISAPPOINTED me too. well done, u've made it to the first person in my life tt i have decided to 绝交with. and u've also received the most nan ting words from me. farewell! now i know the total opp of liking. wateva!